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[10.7.07 - 1.36am] |
my computer is broken tear tear:-(
I'm sure its not that sad
hmm so let me start off with saying that school this year is actually going as planned for once!
My estimated progress report
Public Speaking- A
Alg2/Trig- A
English- B+ (I wish I had an A)
Chem 2- B+ ( I will be at an A soon though)
Bio 3- A (shocker I know)
Astronomy A (so close to an A- though, but I'm goign to retake the 2nd test, like every test cuz I'm amazing)
Dance is alright
my life is a little stressed cuz my mom might have cancer
hopefully not though
cuz I couldn't life without my mom she's my bestfriend
no matter what! I Love love love love love (times love) her
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[9.7.07 - 10.50pm] |
today was sorda exciting
mr dubay's birthday and stacey's birthday
whoa fun times.
saw aaron today in his 2nd hr
saw vivian in almost all her house
aww aaron walks viivan to spanish class next step is to making out class
I'm so funny
tomororw is auditons
I best start to memorise
my long monolgue
much love to all of you
who care to read
all about my life
much love,
Amber
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| okay its been like 4 days |
[9.6.07 - 8.44pm] |
well my email got viruss or something and I lost my password for the lunch club so I couldn't update because of errors of my computer
thank god my bffe 4e and ever has an amazing computer which works just fine.
Anywho I have been school now for 2.5 days and I will not share how it went for all you curious folks
half day- first day- day uno
I statred off my day in public speaking with mrs stanzic, she's crazy. It seems to be a good class I think I will enjoy it. She said I will pass cuz I like hello kitty. yay!
Second hr, Math class with the C.Z was just as I thought she gave me a hard time and I didnt' learn anything but still rather be in that class than with any other math teacher. Third hour is with parent whoa english whoa with vivian though so a plus. she's crazy. Fourth hr Chemistry have tons of hw and tons of stuff but steve faba is my lab partner yay Fifith hour is Bio 3 mrs cuncich another one of my favorite classes somehow i went form like hating gross things to be getting excited to discent a pig and a heart and all that fun stuff. Sixth hour DUBAY I love astronomy one of my favorties classes
another plus is that I have friends lots in every class so I'm always occupied
I love school this year- has to be the best
This year= BEST
I LoVEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE schol thsi year I'm havint a blast
First day- same but longer
got a huge chem
Second Day- Fun times
taco bell
I brought vivian cimmon thingys and nachos and a toy and she turned into aaron
while sitting at a lunch table with Stacey, and Aaron, and Elizabeth, and Lana
I wouldn't sit at that table
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| eww |
[9.2.07 - 1.41pm] |
so I know I said I wasn't going to update till the first day of school but I needed to document that elizabeth and wendell kissed like 29384098230 times yesterday and it was gross.
I think I'm done updating till the first day of shcool but it depends how this labor day party goes today if their is any interesting stories then i'll post tomorrow but hopefully it will be bland cuz thats the way I like things.
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| labor day vaca |
[9.1.07 - 1.03pm] |
so since I've decided that summer vacation ended thursday and friday started the labor day vaca long weekend ordeal anyways.
umm so friday I went to cedear point with the fam. Today is saturday I got home around 12, I'm about to go to Target and get something Hello Kitty because I ate some weird eggplant thing< and I don't eat weird things, so I get a gift lol. Then around 6:00 Elizabeth and Wendell are going to drive me to Work and stay there around the area, and then pick me up. I'm very worried for Elizabeth, I don't go to the mall with my cousins. Then tomorrow is my mom's birthday/laborday/couin's grad party I got to see Brian, I'm nervous lol like I pretend to hate him but I think deep down inside I have a little crush, Also I'm hanging out wtih Carlos eariler in the day what a great way to end Labor day vacation well there is still labor day which is monday, which involves me being on call for work and spending the night at vivian.s
Aww a nice well planned out last few days until school. Since I descrbed my next three days, I'm planning on not updating this until prolly after the first full day of school. Incase any of you really care
Much Love
With Love
<3 Amber
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| Yesterday |
[8.30.07 - 1.32pm] |
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was a long day- something that maybe 5 months from now I'd like to read and be like wow- I need to replay this day in my head so I'm going to write all of it in order of how it happened.
So I spent the night at vivian's the night before, woke up ate some chocolate chip pancakes and watched my recorded big brother cuz I missed it the night before that night. then I called elizabeth and was like I'll be home at 2 we can hang out around 3. I came home took a nice cold shower and threw on my green abercrombie shirt with my green plaid abercrombie mini skirt. then elizabeth came over in her red stick car and came inside. We talked for alittle bit catched up on some old times. Expecially the story about the one time she stayed at my house for a week and we kicked each other off the bed, that has to be an all time favorite story of ours. Then we went to mcdoanlds and got chicken nuggets because thats what we we're both craving. After mcdoanlds we went to Target and Elizabeth bought me hair dye because for some reason she loves to dye my hair, so we did some hair dying my hair is blonde, what a surprise lol. hmm then we decided what can we do with no money. LETS GO TO THE LIBRARY (its now 8:03) hmm amber and elizabeth think in the car the library is prolly closed lets think of somewhere to go before we drive anymore and waste gas- hmm wanna go to my cousin's yeah we should call up wendell and jamie- ask for jamie- jamie isn't here says wendell- but i'm here come hang out with me- so we drive to 10 mile and go and hang out with my cousin wendell and now HE HAS A CRUSH ON ELIZABETH OH SHIT!
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[8.26.07 - 5.39pm] |
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well once again i've fallen, this time not as dramatic as falling off a stage, I feel of a higher level of ground where the choir stands at my church and landed on my bad ankle wow and it hurts so i wrapped it but havn't really iced or elevated it so I dont' know if i'm really helping it. lucky me right before auditos for AMTC < It best be healed by the 88888888888888888888888888888th (eithh) or i'm just going to cut it off.
hmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm I guess thats all for the day. I did dance for my church today, I did good they think I'm amazing lol its quite funny
kk i'm out to go play on my ankle
love you all
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| I kinda forgot about whatever I posted Last Time |
[8.25.07 - 2.42pm] |
and I'm too lazy to reread it. well anyways I'm actually really excited my cousin's grad party is going to be at my house, I guess Elizabeth wants to come. umm lets see I get to meet this kid that I met a year and some months ago. I'm nervous about meeting him again, I don't know if he has a girlfriend but I'm still reexcited to see him.
I still can't believe summer is over, It went by so fast from cancun, to spending my days with vivian and colleen.
I LOVED cancun and I can't wait to go back when I'm actually 18 so that I can party at bars but partying at the hotels was fun.
hmmm lets see I can't think of much else
I might hang out with Jamie later tonight (jamie is my cousin for those of you who don't know)
oh oh oh
update I'm trying out for AMTC yay and hopefully so is my little brother < he's such a cutie (lol okay maybe not)
hmmm I went to sommersetmall today well for cashier training from 9-10 and then holister shopping with my mom
cuz everyone <3's holister (I think)
I mean its very diverse because they have boys and girls clothing and like scene kids can wehre it and preps and then normal kids and then like idk its just a very good store i'll give it that :-) smiley face for holister.
well anyways today was probably one of the calmest days i've had all summer. I woke up at vivian's. went to work early. ended work really early, went shopping with my mom for some stuff for me and some stuff for my brother. Watched season 4 series finile of the Oc< probably one of the saddest things of my life not that the episode was sad but just cuz it ended, I'll miss seth he's my jewish lover I swear I need to meet one.
today I can either hang out with my friend viki later< which is a very good possibility since I told her i'd hang out this summer< and I havn't and I like to keep my word, thats another thing that I like about myself like lately i've been an amazing friend < and aaron owes me like tons of money for being is personal conselor lol like NO ONE should have to listen to all the problems that kid has
like omg i'm afraid to kiss a girl
omg i kissed her but omg i'm tooo ugly to be with vivian omg omg amber i'm the jealous type
blah blah blah blah like seriouslly if i got a penny i mean penny for all the problems i've listened from this kid i'd be like 50 dollars richer!
hmmm so vikki or jamie< or both hmm well I'll see Jamie at the grad party/mom's birthday/ labor day event and I wont' see vikki till the beg of dance soooooooooooooo vikki wins but idk hanging out with jamie would be nice wll if anyone knows what I should do you can comment me (today plz lol) cuz if you commented me later that wouldn't help now would it
i've pretty much just babled for like an hour and a half that makes me feel very talkative lol< and the sad thing is i've probably already told all this stuff to vivian and collleen and now i'm telling who ever reads this< and katy cuz I know she read this :) cuz she loves hearing waht I have to say
oh yeah and one more thing
if anyone knwos what the term is when a girl gets passed around from guy to guy is i'd like to know it lol Katy would too lol cuz she needs to use that term in her daily life ha I love you jewish twin
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| today is friday |
[8.24.07 - 1.27pm] |
last night I went to bed eariler than usual, but yet woke up at the same time as I do when I go to bed later.
Aaron got mad at me last night< might be a frist.
I love these new socks I got they're cute and think and cute and I love em.
Cry_Wolf can be addicting, but I promised myself I'd stop playing by the first day of schoool.
Thinking of first day of schoool, the day before the first day of school me and vivian are having a sleep over and walking into the cousino doors together for the first time :-)
thats so cute lol. I <3 my bffffffeeeeeee
hopefully she'll have classes with me, she hasn't registered but she's going tooo, sooon.
hmm I don't think there is anything else on my mind. Prolly going to the sterling game with colleen, anr markino and amarild.
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| hmm sorda excited |
[8.23.07 - 1.07pm] |
well I like my schedule for schoool. It makes me pretty happy I mean I have a lot of teachers I've had before, some that have liked me and some that havn't. hmmm I was worried about spear but I dont' have her I'm going to go on that website and see what people are saying about two of them because there is only two teache'rs that I havn't had
much love,
Amber
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| Jancie's Surprise Party |
[8.20.07 - 3.36pm] |
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Colleen is throwing Janice and surprise birthday party sorda thing, and I'm pretty excited because Josh will be there< thats one guy to flirt with and Chace will be there< thats two guys to flirt wtih and then Jenna will be there and Katy and Colleen so it should jsut be tons of fun. I <3 all of them.
hopefuuuuully everything willllll go good I'll updated with how it went I plan on being a good girl. :-)
hmmmmmmmmmmmmm school registration is on wed get to find out those schedules I have some hopes, like who I want in my classes and I have some worries about some teacher I'll have or people that will be in the class < but they're actually different than most people would think.
kk I'm done Updating for now
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| its early and I'm bored |
[8.19.07 - 1.15pm] |
wow I just woke up and its 1, it feel so weird since lately i've been waking up t like 10:30.
I have on call work today which means I have to call in and see if they need me. I really hope they don't need me I'm not in the mood to go put make up on and do my hair. wow thats the amber for you. I just love being able to throw my hair in a ponytail oh well.If I don't have work then I'm either going to hang out with colleen, vivian, or hoping for sarah< its been awhile since i've seen her.
I have a new/old crush and if I didn't make this entry public I'd write his name.
Its probably a good thing carlos doesn't know my live jouranl.
grrr vivian likes aaron and aaron likes vivian why! oh why won't they date!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! < wow this has been a problem for too long
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[8.18.07 - 5.03pm] |
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so I went to Ashley's surprise going away party
it was really really fun- I realized I was pretty dumb for staying isolated from the dance kids they're all very amazing I'm looking forward for next year's dance year < wow i hope that made sense
omg first year of point! ah I'm so scared I'm not even good at ballet < my worst dance class I'm so not graceful Not even going to lie I was the worse one in my ballet class< I suck so bad! believe me so many people will agree wow I never thought i'd do point I'm excitied september 11th first class!
Work! I have to go to work real soon, I'm very unsure if I like it or not its nothing like farmer jacks and I just have no idea how I feel about it.
tear tear summer is almost over, but I am looking forward to senoir year< I'm nervous I'm pretty excited I guess I have no idea
Colleen's highschool Musical party wow- me and jenna me and chace wow I'm looking forward to getting to know chace better he's an amazing guy
I lost the bet with colleen though, I couldn't not flirt her entire pary but it's all chace's fault that he plays hard to get!!!!!!!!
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[8.17.07 - 6.54pm] |
wrote another poem
yay I love poems
I love you jewish twin since I know you read my im
Okay Mister Right
By: Amber Updyke
I’m so sick of fighting with you
Acting as if everything you say is true
I can’t take this any longer we’re threw
Being with you makes me hate this view
Why do I always end up with this type of guy
The guy who always has to lie
The guy who makes me want to cry
The type of guy who always knows how to reply with such a sweet goodbye
Do you guys learn these tricks in a class
Because you would sure pass
Do you see me crying behind the glass
Or are you already moving on because I know I’m not you’re last
I know I’m not your last victim that’s going to get hurt
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[8.17.07 - 1.24pm] |
so last night I decided to write a poem while i was a little out of it
here it is
Sucks Doesn’t It!
I use to ask for your advice
It was always so precise
You would always tell me when I was right and wrong
And then listen to me complain to you all night long
Sucks that you’re no longer here
I use to think you were so smart
But then I realized you had no heart
I always listened to all your negativity
I wish I would have invoked on another activity
Sucks for all the time that was wasted
I use to think about how everyone was so blind
How could they not see who you were, It blew my mind
But now I realize your kind fake personality
Had everyone think you had originality
Sucks that they wasted so much time being fooled
Amber
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[8.16.07 - 11.32am] |
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I don't know why I ever left live journal
I really like it well anyways I'm making updating a new thing just for my mind and soul (ha)
I really like that I can write and type and somebody could see this but most likely no one
I want a high school Musical Party, so gay!
life is still amazing, I'm having tons of fun, I think this is the first summer where I have some relief and I just feel like everything is perfect
I really am excited for school< not going to lie
but i do want every last minute of summer. I think i've had an ephiney or something because I just love life and everyone who is in it.
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| wow its been awhile |
[8.14.07 - 2.30pm] |
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so its been awhile since I've been on live journal but I have a lot on my mind that I don't think anyone reads this and if they do its stuff that I really don't care if people know or don't know.
I've been pretty happy lately, I know who my real friends are. I'm happy the directing life is heading. I have a new job at limited too, (yay me) at Sommersetmall one of my favorite malls. (so if you go you can visit me)
I am loved by someone who loves me more than they love anything else.
I have my two best friends who are pretty much there for me anytime I need them and that's what best friends are for.
I've now recently started talking to Maria again and that makes me really happy because I hate losing friends, its one of those things that I know happens in life and I know some you just sorda have to let go, and realize that it might be for the best.I don't think Maria is one of those friends. I think she is better in my life rather than out.
Triple Threat week is going on in dance. I'm not learning anything new, but what can I say its dance, and I love it. I love it almost as much as I love my friends and family. Dance is a big part of my life, that I love to talk about. So maybe its a good thing that I'm talking about it on here, because most people don't like to listen to me talk about it.
I'm sorta anxious for school to start. I'm looking forward to my last year to be different than the other three years. I really wanna touch up with some,and leave some others behind. Vivian will be going to Cousino this year. I just see things being different. Although I'm not always good with change I think this year will be a good change.
Sorry, for this outrageously long entry. If i'm on your friends and you still use this, sorry if you took the time to read this. Really its just stuff going in my mind, that I wanted to write out so I felt like going on live jouranl and writing it. If you did read this yay for you I don't know why you would but hey why not.
Much love,
Amber
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| okay so here is my journal entry |
[9.12.06 - 10.38pm] |
lmao what a great subject, but its the truth it is my journal entry. Well school has started I say offically the homework is coming out of my ears lmao what a weird expression. we had a totally weirdo as a sub in frendh today, most people liked him I found him very rude and unaprreciated of my lack of intrest in doing my work. I was really just excited about going to dance today but I need to start doing my homework before dance! I promise myself that will be my goal for next week.
Yesterday, was my frist day of dance it was different than usual since its been awhile since i've been in showteam. I found it intresting and at the same time kinda weird feeling. I'm so use to streaching 15 mins before every class and now i streach an hour in my first class and after that none. We already started our dances which is another new thing for me since in regular classes you do technique until november/decemeber.
Dance today was so so so so so much fun, I truly enjoied it I love being in classes with jaime teaching its amazing i feel like i learn a lot but yet not strain myself. I love her basic ballet class lmao Jaime ballet as she calls it. In most ballet classes you have to wear black leotard pink tights hair in bun and ballet skirt is oppitonal but not in jaime's class tank top shorts and tights that works. :-) thank god. Stacey dances with me in one of my classes on tuesday which is fun becuase I like having her in my classes.
Dance tomororw, I am kinda scared lmao Jaime was like you three (me, julie, and leah) are in for a shcoker oh no! I'm very very nervous. well I wish I had more to talk about than dance and school but I don't really have that much of a life so I will hopefully gain a life later on lmao but right now thats all I truly have to talk about sorry for wasting your time if you hated this entry.
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| So I Decided To Post. |
[9.3.06 - 12.55am] |
so today is saturday and it totally blows my mind, I seem to say the same thing in every live journal i post i say yuck school is happening and i complain and this is no different than any other live journal i've posted school is just around the corner and i'm kinda upset. yes I am looking forward to the first day but none after that I like to see who are in my classes and i love the first day when everyone is like i missed you so much and yet in reality they've alreayd said that to 20 people before you and the chances are they didnt' really think about you utnil the last week or nto at all. I"m so tired and I have church in the morining
I'm just going to say that this all sucks
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